I can’t return to the church as long as this heretic is Pope.
I don’t even recognize the liturgy anymore!
I fully understand your feelings. Believe me.
In the past two years I came within an inch of walking out on sermons that were full of liberal bilge. My wife patted my thigh sensing my anger to calm me down. If not for her I would have been in the car and out of there.
Though they are rare anymore, try to find a church that performs the old school Latin Tridentine Mass. I had the fortune to do that three years ago, and it was most wonderful spiritual medicine. Took me back to my childhood.
This current horse crap will pass. St. Catherine of Sienna had to berate the Pope at the time and knock some heads for him to purge the clergy of worldly baseness and faggotry.
It’s happened before: same stupid stuff just done by different stupid people. Fortunately the Church was not founded by “man”. Way too many shortcomings.