You are not alone. Many of us have "gone dark" for a time. A few seem to have decamped - hopefully only for a season.
I mostly only read about demagoguery in history books (though I did attend a George Wallace rally in 1968).
It never has had a positive outcome. The most recent was Perot putting Clinton in office. I used to see a few folks here who confessed their mistake in supporting him.
I admit, it used to bug me that some folks on FR were often such “purists”. If a candidate didn’t get 100% on the Heritage Action scorecard, forget it.
Now those conservative scorecards are laughed at and impugned. Issues don’t seem to matter a whit.
I can’t figure out what happened and how it happened so quickly.