I pity you.
You literally have no way of coping with anything that shows up.
I can’t help wonder what you would have made of the Native Americans had you been born in 1480?
Either God’s Word is perfect or it is not. If it is not, we cannot trust ANYTHING in it. Since the Bible calls itself the Word of God and God is therein described as being omniscient, IF there is an error, mistake or contradiction, then it is NOT perfect and the whole thing can be tossed, PERIOD! Unfortunately, for those who choose to cherry-pick their Scriptures, archaeology is further proving the truth of the Scriptures daily.
In Gen 1, God created the Earth on day 1, the Sun, the moon and the stars on day 4. The Earth is unique and is the centre of God’s focus because it was made for us! We are the only creature CREATED IN God’s image.
The fate of the universe rests on Christ’s return to Earth to complete the final act of our redemption (2 Peter 3:9-10). He’ll destroy this current universe and create a new heavens and a new Earth (2 Peter 3:7,10; Revelation 21:1).
AFA your pity? I would save it for yourself. Not believing in a Biblical Jesus means that your eternity is one that excludes any hope, love, charity or light; an eternity of nothing but pain, despair and perhaps self pity, separated from God.
For your sake, please read the Bible and ask Jesus to reveal Himself to you before it is too late!