Bill needs to leave for church by 8:30. I’d better go try to get him out of bed again.
I kept waiting for it to begin to get light outside, and it finally is — under cloud cover. No wonder. I could have slept in, but my brain was going backwards, and that stinks.
So I got up to try and keep from thinking, but there nothing on TV to distract me until 0500. So I’ve been sitting here in the silence, listening to the fan inside and the birds outside, and wishing I could just turn my brain off.