I kept waiting for it to begin to get light outside, and it finally is — under cloud cover. No wonder. I could have slept in, but my brain was going backwards, and that stinks.
So I got up to try and keep from thinking, but there nothing on TV to distract me until 0500. So I’ve been sitting here in the silence, listening to the fan inside and the birds outside, and wishing I could just turn my brain off.
I had to get up because Jake wanted out.
Bill has left for church on time, with the cake I made for the homeless shelter. Hopefully he’ll remember to take it to the kitchen instead of leaving it in the car. If he forgets, he’ll have to go back!