That's a good attitude!
You have my sympathy 100%, and nertz to whoever (or whatever ... like the computer) is making you unhappy!
Sadly, I’ve always been an optimist, which probably explains my gullibility in the current situation. I keep reminding myself, out loud, that it is not my fault, and I have no reason to feel guilty or inferior.
It’s just so hard on my soul and my self-esteem. As the days pass, it will hurt less and less. Right now, I just need to rely on my logical self to sort it all out. It will all be OK. It’s just that the process is painful.