You were lucky to have a good loving spouse. I know how sad you are without him but I’m alone right now with 4 kids because my husband needs time to fulfill his responsibilities to us, and I don’t know if he ever will. I’m not alone but so very lonely too. And I don’t have that connectedness to miss. I’m happy for you that you had it, I’m happy for you and your memories. Hugs.
Merry Christmas, Yaelle.