Nothing to be ashamed about... A lot of people suffer from imagination-deficiency... Just don't then assume that your regrettable lack of imagination tells us anything objectively useful about the Universe.
Regards,
First of all, please don't ever fantasize that you speak for God -- only for yourself, and your own beliefs.
So it's entirely appropriate for me to say that I believe God created the Universe with a plan and purpose in mind.
That also happens to be what the Bible says.
Now if you wish to argue some other idea -- i.e., random creation, a careless or hostile "god", etc., then feel free to make your case, I will certainly listen to your argument, then methodically destroy it.
Are you really up for this?
;-)