It sounds much like the 'burning busom' of MORMONism fame.
Eerily close!
Rather than being born again thru repentant faith in the Lord Jesus, (Acts 10:43-47; 15:8,9; Eph. 1:13, which is just one of the many refutations of Masterism, and thus are given the Holy Spirit to illuminate your mind as you walk in obedience, (Jn. 16:13; 1Cor. 2:15) what you must be missing is the occultic evidence of a Higher Presence in meditation manifested by such things as,
Cold shivers, occasional perspiration, and labored or heavy breathing which reveal contact-response to a higher consciousness.
Occasionally you will feel suspended in space, as if your body had melted into the universe and become one with all nature... (Masters, How Your Mind Can Keep You Well, p. 31,40; http://www.theworldviewcenter.org/encyclopedia_foundationforhumanunderstanding.html)
At least this spirit does not result in them going into fire, (Mt. 17:19) at least not in this life.
And some of the fruits of this demonic “understanding” include:
If a dog had tempted Adam to fall, he would have had sexual
feeling toward that dog. (His view of the Fall is that it instituted sex and procreation.)
Sex is . . . the evidence of original sin.
“Christ gave us the perfect example by suffering the physical stress without resenting tormentearning life eternal.
Many of the Scriptures have been deleted, and that the best parts of the Bible are left out.
YOU ARE NOT MEANT TO LEARN VERSE AND CHAPTER. Study kills. Masters: [So] I threw a Bible in the garbage can. That Bible can go in the garbage can just as soon as anything can go in the garbage can. Slop can go in the garbage can, because the Bible isnt God. [contra in principle to 1Cor. 7:14, etc.]
The whole process of growing is not from words but from realizing and then you can throw your Bible in the garbage can and theres no sin in that.
Refs and more: http://www.freerepublic.com/focus/chat/2931985/posts?page=172#172