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Off for another ear balance test....probably just another waste of my time, and gas, along with medicare/tricare $$..then on to the Uro for my bladder this afternoon, and the skin fold infection that is setting in...one the GYN made when he took out the plumbing in 98....wonder if since the back surgeon ruled out the back as the cause, they will ever find the cause of the bladder pain looks like that is my lot in life...I feel like Job must have felt.

Back to square one the back doc sent me to the Torture PIT, I CANCELLED the appointment after I got the paper work and found out all they do is what has failed, only they can write Rx’s for all kinds of nasty side effect riddled drugs and do nerve blocks and send you to shrinks asked all kinds of social related question...privacy invasion deluxe...and it would take nearly all day to repeat tests already done. H. NO, I can barely walk now. I told him first visit NO PT, NO PILLS, NO NERVE BLOCKS...they don’t listen...even with my reduced hearing I heard him tell his trainee ‘I was a Complicated, DIFFICULT case to treat’. What is so hard about REPAIRING A BAD BACK and NOT writing RX’s for side effect riddled drugs I can’t take.

I heard on the news last night some guy got a new face, tongue and teeth...then why can’t they put some simple silicone into the non existing fat pads of my foot?

Done a lot of talking to my shrink...the Great I AM
Done a lot of meditating...praying
Done a lot of bio feed back, played gospel music on my ancient Ipod over the past few days as I lay on the heating pad sleepless.

Come to a big conclusion, I may not have a medical education, but I google research, and they don’t like that one bit, as I go in armed with knowledge. With the exception of the Thyroid and Fibromyalgia everything else is REPAIRABLE surgically. Thyroid and Fibro are med managed. Welcome to 0’care early.

Hubby is afraid I am going to get us blackballed and then we will have no doctors and we both have health issues....he didn’t listen to me about 0’care..there will be no doctors for seniors unless it is imported non English speaking ones, not with a $8 TRILLION gut to Medicare, much less what they did to Tricare Life for the retired over 65 Military. As it is now all we get to see is the PC’s NPA on a Tuesday. Specialist are another critter, some will take some won’t for now.