[Lazamataz]

By the way, CONGRATULATIONS on overcoming your drug problem. May I ask how you were able to overcome your drug problem, when so many others apparently cannot?

I have not overcome my drug problem. That's the key to overcoming it; when you realize that you have a daily reprieve contingent on the maintenance of your spiritual condition. That's the only way to make it -- one day at a time.

My old monkey is back on me, now that I am trying to experience through these problems, so I have to be especially vigilent right now.

[Lurker]

Laz, Sorry you're hurting but I'm very glad her crash happened BEFORE you married her.

My ex had a real addiction monster that was with her till the day she died.

You'll get through this my friend. I've got faith in the Laz man.

Good call involving her family. You've done your due diligence. Now GTFO for your own sake.

Best,

L

[cjshapi]

I know this part really sucks. Not only your heartache but the care and concern you have for this child. Do your best to help the daughter find a safe place if you can.

The road you’ve travelled has been a difficult one at times but know your best years are still ahead.

Sending you a hug...

[A_perfect_lady]

I hate to see all these folks telling you that it wasn't really love, you weren't seeing her real personality, etc etc... that's not for strangers to say. You saw and loved much in her. But there are some things love won't fix, that's all.

On a more practical note, yes, change your locks.