Moe’s kids
Woo Hoo you are back!
Are you okay?
Never mind I don’t want you to type with your hands. ;)
Thanks for your prayers and good thoughts. I didn’t “get there” today, but hope to, tomorrow.
Had to go put money in the bank, so I’d have a home to come back to if I have to go spend time in a hospital. Came back from that and collapsed after so many worried hours looking at black flesh.
Woke up 8 hours later (a long time of sleeping, for me) and looked at my hands, which felt like they were on fire, and it *looked* like everything had gone away! Just some slightly pink skin, no redness, no blackness, no purple.
However, within a few minutes of being up and around, it all came back, along with some swelling. Still burning feelings now, which are new.
I wanted to cook up and then freeze some of the just-bought food that’s in the fridge, so I wouldn’t come home to a bunch of rotten stuff in a week or a month or however long. Plus, want to write up some instructions to whoever might be sent into my apt if I die in the hospital - to tell them where my various papers and all my belongings are in storage and where the keys are.
Also make sure I have an Anna-type will telling who I *DON’T* want to get my things. (The people who left me to die 4 years ago and wouldn’t help me.)
Then tomorrow, I will have a clearer mind to set out on the dreaded path of medical expenses that will take away my tiny income. Then, there won’t be much of me left.
I’m not overstating (I tend to be a minimalist, actually) it when I tell y’all I’m scared out of my wits. Thank goodness for a FReeper who has been so kind to me this year and is a good, good FRiend who let me vent by phone this morning and evening for several hours.
God bless all of y’all. I don’t know what the future will bring, but at least I’m spiritually prepared - thanks so much, everybody! Have a nice Dia de los Muertos and think of all those who have gone before us.
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Moe’s kids ... Ahhhhhh, thank you, Rte66!
What a great man, HKS, taking care of Moe’s kids, when the love of his life had just passed away. < smirk >