But that want to die email was back in October.....not a current one.
"""But that want to die email was back in October.....not a current one"""
Great catch!
ANS probably had very few genuine emotions - she was so drugged up and down, down and up. If anything, post-partum depression, grief, stress, guilt, all her feelings were camouflaged or dulled. She probably made no cognizant decisions, much less a determination on how, when or if to kill herself.