"""But that want to die email was back in October.....not a current one"""
Great catch!
ANS probably had very few genuine emotions - she was so drugged up and down, down and up. If anything, post-partum depression, grief, stress, guilt, all her feelings were camouflaged or dulled. She probably made no cognizant decisions, much less a determination on how, when or if to kill herself.
COD on anna set for Monday at 4pm? Is that correct? (been out of town for two days...lots of reading to catch up on ;)