That means whatever you want it to mean. You simply can't cherry pick the Word of God. Your relationship with the Almighty is your business, not mine. It's not for me to decide if you're saved or not. But I pray that you are. It sounds like you are....but the Bible does say quite plainly that to enter the Kingdom of Heaven one must be born again. That statement means different things to different folks. I guess that's why we have denominations of the Christian Church here on Earth.
Matthew 18:20
"For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them."
I'm just not of the persuation of the denominations that carry the phrase as an identity.