Ramona told him you are supposed to play out the hand you are dealt. Suicide is wrong. Those words, and his 5 cats, keep him here.
It's kind of insane that he's so honest about all this :-)
Insanity is what you live with for a few weeks after. I hope he has a really good friend with him tonight. Someone that can stop him if he goes too far.
Everyone feels abandoned and lost and terribly grieved, but "time" always eases the SOME of the pain.
He'll survive. It's GOOD he's tlaking about her and bearing his soul.