It's too bad you have to go, seeing how lousy you feel about the whole thing.
I'm sure at least SOME of it will be fun...
Looking back, at least...
Seriesly, it's probably good for me. I abhor crowds and fancy ceremonies where embarrassing things could happen and loud gatherings of strangers; and maybe I need to get better at that, I dunno.
Just wish it was cheaper and closer to home!