Oh don't sulk Jen! I didn't find someone I could really say was awesome until I was much older than you. And by that time I really appreciated him!!!
Now days when I see friends who have just settled for somebody I always think of how blessed I am to have had a really incredible guy for a little while.
I learned something awefully important from that too. Even though I would really like to have someone in my life again, it is not worth settling for someone. I know, I know, Hair will say I need to lower my qualifications. But, it's not qualifications that I fell for that last time. It was just somebody who walked into my life and felt perfect for me. And I feel safe in saying that he thought I was perfect for him too. My friend Martha and I had a long talk about that last Monday. She kinda set my mind at rest about some things I'd been wondering about regarding that.
I didn't meet the love of my life until I was at least half again your age. Then, of course, she squashed me like a bug.
So... cheer up! :-)