Posted on 05/13/2008 10:59:47 PM PDT by chinaboy
To: All I want to let the chinese that are really here for support know that I am sorry for being so rude,and crass during this time. Now I do not like the CCP at all and belive in democracy for everyone. I feel angry and jaded at the world at this moment in my life because someone really close to me in my family died a few weeks ago. I have had a rough year and can be very snappy and mean at times. I do apologize and my prayers go out to all the innocents lost. I was just thinking about this last night about my family and my loss and thought I would say sorry.
845 posted on 2008年5月13日 21:24:14 by MARKUSPRIME --------------------------------------------------------- Hello，MARKUSPRIME，I feel sorry about your family.Our existence is far more tenuous than we might think.Place your hand over your chest and feel your heartbeat.That is actually your life clock ticking,and one day it will stop.That is 100 percent guaranteed,and there’s absolutely nothing you can do about it.Like everyone else,we will have some days that are better than others.Occasionally,everything may seem like a total disaster area.Just like the tough times we have.So let us give our prayers to all kindly people and thanks to the god for we still alive.
MARKUSPRIME,I am a Chinese,15 years old student in nanning,guangxi province.I also lost my father because the cancer in 2 years ago.I felt very sad ,very helpless but didn’t felt hopeless.Because I know my father never leave away from me.And my father taught me that ever problem has a lifespan.No problem is permanent.Storms always give way to the sun.Winter always thaws into springtime. All problem will be solved. MARKUSPRIME,In this tough time,you may not be able to control the times, but you can compose your response.You can turn your pain into protanity---or into poetry.Of cause,the choice is up to you.You may not have chosen your tough time,but you can choose how you will react to it.
Life is very like a mirror:if you smile upon it ,it smiles back upon you;but if you frown and look doubtful on it ,you will get a similar look in return.Inner sunshine warms not only the heart of the owner,but of all that come in contact with it.who shuts love out,in turn shall be shut from love.
MARKUSPRIME,I guess you have never been to china before,and you know nothing about the Chinese culture and history at all.You learn about china form the Western media. I must to say, I really don’t see any love, generosity, friendship or cooperation from the recent report of Western media and politics,except full of bias/distortion. And Most of the time, you westerns don't really realize that they are just biases - you think you're just being reasonable.
So, MARKUSPRIME,I don’t want to talk about politics,but I want to tell you about my feeling,as an ordinary Chinese.In my experience,you (American/ westerns)always believe in youselves,as you do not believe in others.You permit all things to youselves,and that which you call sin in others.So you criticize all the time.
For me, I was rich,if not meney,in sunny hours and summer days.I can go shares my beatufull time with my nearest and dearest.So,however mean my life is,I just meet it and live it;never shut it and call it hard names.It is not so bad as I am.As we know,the fault-finder will find faults even in paradise.So I love my peaceful life,poor as it is.I may perhapshave some pleasant,thrilling,glorious hours,even in a poor-house.The setting sun is reflected from the window of the alms-house as brightly as from yours abode.So let me be grateful that I have suffered no intolerable wrong,no terrible woe of flesh or spirit,such as my fathers(grandfathers). Is it not much to have accomplished so large a part of the mortal journey with so much ease?
This day,I pay my attention to some guys’ words,those makes me feel confused. I don’t know why do we get so hung up on what we don’t agree on,when in fact it’s our differences that make life interesting?After all,half the world is upside down,so there’s absolutely no reason why we would all agree on everything.Even something as basic and profound as”Don’t chew with your mounth open” is not as widely accepted as you might think.
Why is it that when passions are inflamed we choose to argue and fight,when dancing the cha-cha is less injurious,far more enjoyable,and equally effective in resolving thesion?And why do we feel drawn together sometimes,yet we steadily build up defensive barriers around our innermost feelings and beliefs so we can never be truly close to anyone?
I think , we all have filters on, so we mostly see only what we want to see.So, when you finally open your eyes,you may be shocked at the obscured way you have been viewing the world to suit your own little plans.With those filters removed,you can take a closer look into yourself and others.
Finally,I want to say, MARKUSPRIME,your apologetic post make me warm.So I decide to say some words to you and to all kindly American,whom pray for the vitcims in the earthquake.THANK YOU.In the end, MARKUSPRIME,I wanna say to you,tough times never last,but tough people do.Storms always give way to the sun.Winter always thaws into springtime.Your storm will pass.Your wither will thaw.Your problem will be solved.And ours too.(I expect you and all the american in this board can see what I said)
It’s Laz.
foord=food
Excuse me,but can you tell me the meaning of”LAZ.” please?
Those here on Freerepublic know exactly what you are talking about. We even have a ping list for capitalism to take its due course dealing with Western Main Stream Media.
We call it DinosaurMedia Deathwatch
abb does the ping list for it.
This is a classic example of capitalism doing what does best. Get rid of trash and bring in the new.
No Aqua - I don’t think it is him.
I believe Chinaboy was around on the same thread as Laz and before Laz got suspended.
Unless Laz likes to post as 2 people on the same thread.
Chinaboy - Laz is another forum poster who has been around here for a long time. He likes to joke around.
I’m thinking.
You are meaning LAZ as in Lazamataz, right?
Check your mail.
You cannot be so sensitive here on this forum all new members (Chinese or not) get a rough time when they sign on new to the forum. You have to just brush it off and stick to being yourself.
You have to gain the trust of some members, as trust does not come easy for all members of FreeRepublic.
So just brush it off and don't let it bother or upset you.
Be strong but polite at the same time and you will gain the trust of many.
In the News/Activism forum, on a thread titled Children Killed In China Earthquake, AFPS wrote:
Wow! That was beautiful! I had to go get my 16 year old son to read it also. Please, know your country is in my prayers.
Hello,AFPS,Thanks for your reading and reply,and say hello to your boy.
Best wishes!
Thanks a lot.I will remember your words by my heart.
Thanks again!
Can I ask you some questions about your life?
Of cause you I.You are welcome!
You say that you are poor, how does a poor Chinese teenager get the opportunity in China to learn English much less want to learn it?
As far as the question if the cops will round people up for what we type sometime in the future. Don't expect any government to do what is right for the people. Most here on FR do not.
A basic rule of thumb I think most here on FR can agree on. The larger and more powerful the government the more dangerous they can be to their citizens.
Government is like fire the larger it is the easier you are to get burned.
Actually I though first about ClassyGreenEyedBlonde, who did much more damage. As President Reagan said, 'Trust, but Verify'.
I like your tagline!
stlnative wrote:
You say that you are poor, how does a poor Chinese teenager get the opportunity in China to learn English much less want to learn it?
You can learn anything if can want to.So I can learn English from my school,my teacher , the internet,the English song,English movie etc.
I also study painting too,and I do it very well.
Thank you!
Laz has come back again and been banned again before I even ran into him!!??
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