Aliska, you have been posting the same message on countless threads for longer than I can remember. Why? What is your purpose? We have all been sensitive to your "feelings" but YOU are manipulating everyone on this thread, seeking those who will commiserate with your self pity. You have posted the same stuff, over and over again, each time, dragging in new empathizers. What is your point? When will you do something about your life to turn it around? God helps those who help themselves. You need to seek out a new therapist. It seems that the one you have been seeing for more than a year now, has taken your money and returned nothing.
Let's not question her intent
Now, for her therapist, I think the therapist lady has issues, issues that cloud the theraspist's judgement. Your counsel on finding another one seems wise.
To figure out whether I should stay or get out, hoping I will meet someone who feels like I do. The only people I know who feel like I do got out. I didn't want to have to do that, and if I do, it won't be because I want inclusive language or want to be a priest or any of the other things you accuse me of wanting. I've been on your side until so many of you heaped coals on my head.
I wouldn't wish what I have been through on any of you.