[usconservative]

I need not speak a word for my peace to be seen.

I want what you have. (That's compliment, btw.) I struggle daily with that very issue. I sure wish I could just put it to rest and get it over with. Some of us take more time I guess (heavy sigh...)

[philman_36]

If I'd shut my mouth more often I'd have less of a struggle. I have a hard time holding back my tongue at times. Sometimes you just have to speak out.
Each of us works out their salvation in their own way and I wish you luck.
Reconcile with the Lord at the days end and contemplate upon the Lord when you're at rest is the best advice I can give you.