Sorry to tell you -- your statement sounds delusional.
8 Do not correct a scoffer, lest he hate you; Rebuke a wise man, and he will love you. 9 Give instruction to a wise man, and he will be still wiser; Teach a just man, and he will increase in learning. 10 "The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom, And the knowledge of the Holy One is understanding. 11 For by me your days will be multiplied, And years of life will be added to you. 12 If you are wise, you are wise for yourself, And if you scoff, you will bear it alone."
I see a Christian psychiatrist regularly and he's well aware of what the Lord has called me to do and doesn't consider me 'delusional'.
At the bottom of your profile page you have 'End' then 'Beginning' several times -- is there a significance to that?
Rev 21:6 And He said to me, "It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. I will give of the fountain of the water of life freely to him who thirsts.
Go figure, antichristian thinking is frequently delusioned.