I'll find one for you if you like but it's nothing specific. David said he would go to his infant son. God brought out only the under 20 (at the time of the scouts) to the promised land.(plus J&C) Your time isn't here yet but when those sweet babies hit puberty most develop temporary brain damage. It is completely reversible but lingers until they are about 20. Believe me most have little accountability during this time :')
AMEN!, to the whole post but most especially to the brain damaged part. Seems to hit simultaneously with the driver's license, and end when they pay their first house payment
Becky