Don't be silly. Lies and deceptions make me angry. It is just anger, because it is an affront to God, not myself, as all lies are only from the Devil. I cannot change your beliefs, but I do get angry if your honest misperceptions and errors lead others away from Christ and His Church and the True gospel.
I was indeed interested in how you can to know Christ as personal Lord and Saviour. But I see from your reply that you don't think one can know.
Forgive me, but I must doubt your sincerity.
I dealt at length and with considerable personal detail regarding my conversion in my post # 48. Maybe you just didn't read it.
But if you honestly desire charitable dialogue with a fellow Christian (instead of simply desiring to bash Catholicism, as I suspect), I truly hope you would read it, and then we can go on from there.