Yes. I'm still there, but wondering why I hold open an increasingly odd-looking possibility.
Mostly because I get a bad impression of the effects of letting faith in things unseen guide your life, or at least your thinking. That impression comes from these crevo threads.
I do not want to push you further away by responding with scripture, but I am compelled solely by your use of the phrase "things unseen":
Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. { substance : or, ground, or, confidence}
God loves you and He satisifies those who seek Him diligently.