I think that is great. I do hope there is more, however. After all, Jesus said that if you believe there is one God, you do well. The devils believe, and tremble.
Christianity asks us, no, offers to us, the opportunity to go farther - to actually have a one on one relationship with God. Not as you would another human, for He is not human - But a personal relationship nonetheless.
>>Please don't tell me that I am only fooling myself, and am not truly free, and that if I was, I would not think as I do.<<
By all means, I won't then. Keep searching. It is a lifetimen endeavor for all of us.