I thank you for your prayers. I hope you aren’t praying that I’ll return the the “Big C” Catholic denomination because that won’t happen. I’m very sure of my salvation and where I’ll be going when I depart this world. I try my best to live every day honoring my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. I know I fail and I pray and talk directly to him all the time about it.
I am praying that all Catholics will return to their Catholic Faith. I pray that all will understand and believe in God’s truth and follow him to Heaven. I believe it is accomplished best through the graces God gives in the Mass and the Sacraments and His Catholic Church. St Monica prayed constantly for her son and he became a great Bishop and saint (St Augustine wrote Confessions).
I not sure how Jesus will judge anyone. Based on St Faustina’s Diary, this is time of Mercy of Jesus and repentance to ask for this mercy.
I wish you the best, but ask how will you deal with Jesus statement in John 6:53?
We all fail and sin, but Jesus gave us the Sacrament of the forgiveness of sin by confessing to a priest if one is Catholic or in danger of death. (Matthew 18:18)
I will continue to pray for you. The decision to return to the practice of the Catholic faith is your decision.