The Catholic Church is the True Bride of Christ. Find a traditional Catholic Church, like the SSPX (Society of St Pius X). Their priests would be willing to speak to you and answer any questions you have.
The novus ordo post-Vatican2 church is not to be trusted. You are correct about that.
that is an unbelievably false statement. You have no idea what you’re talking about except that you spew catholic propaganda while doing it.