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"I still can’t see green the way you do, no matter how many times you insist I can, I can, if only I just try hard enough."

You are the one insisting I can 'see green' the way you do.

I can't. I don't try.

Perhaps some day I will be cured of my faith blindness.

In the mean while I, like everyone else on Earth am flawed.

I'm just working with what I have to preserve what I treasure, even if I don't fully understand it myself.

[Hebrews 11:6]

You are, by far, my favorite nonbeliever, and so you should know these three things:

1. the average number of times people hear the Gospel before believing is SEVEN or EIGHT, with wide variances (I know a woman whose husband took fifty years)

2. researchers have not found any believers who could not identify at least one Christian who was actively praying for their salvation (it is a spiritual battle)

3. I am praying for you

[Hebrews 11:6]

I expect you’ve heard of CS Lewis. His conversion story is representative. One day he rode to the zoo in a motorcycle sidecar. Later he said, “When I got into the sidecar I did not believe that Jesus Christ was God’s Son, and when I got out I did.”