it’s a curse- (not really, but it torments me because I want to create, to leave behind something folks can enjoy but fall way short- I’m also way too critical of my own work- so i have a really hard time finishing pieces because i keep finding things i don’t like-
It definitely has a grip on me- but not i n a good way- sort of- many artists are driven and tormented because they don’t live up to their own expectations- it’s a horrible disease to have- They feel they have the drive, and desire, but not the talent to accomplish what hey envision- Starving artists who can do nothing else but create- I kept trying to walk away from it- but keep getting draw back in by the desire to create beauty-
I have good news for you, Bob: heaven is the perfect setting for that, e t e r n a l l yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy