Matthew 12:32 And whosoever shall speak a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him : but he that shall speak against the Holy Ghost, it shall not be forgiven him, neither in this world, nor in the world to come.
Or do you think you cam deny the perfection of the Holy Spirit and not be guilty of speaking against the Holy Spirit?
No doubt you have some rationalization or garbage interpretation to let yourself slide and ignore the truth but without a doubt denying the perfection of the Holy Spirit is exactly what the above Bible verse addresses.
Like the heresy of Core, though, you've fallen into the same personal Self and Self Alone rationalization of anything that makes you feel uncomfortable and for Protestant Volk, it's all about feelings which is why Satan has such an easy task of leading them astray.
Not an ounce of fear and trembling in ya;' May God have mercy on your soul and lead you to the truth before you have to face judgment for speaking against the Holy Spirit
My last word to you is don't take the mark of the beast when it is commanded to you, should you survive the chaos resulting from the departure of The Body of Christ.