The perfection to which you refer is a matter determined by the Lord in regard to each soul, not by you my dear.
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That’s a very snooty way of evading the question.
You outright admitted that you aren’t keeping God’s Commandments. Why should God save you from damnation?
You outright admitted that you arent keeping Gods Commandments. Why should God save you from damnation?
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I think it has been revealed that He will save REPENTANT sinners, but I know that “repentance” gets short shrift in almost all Protestant theology. Oh well. We will all see soon enough who will be saved and who will be burned. Good luck!