That mind-reading is uncalled for and incorrect. For if true, it means you are not a faithful RC as per her historical teaching, and how our adversarial RCs here define such.
I myself become manifestly born again with its basic profound changes in heart and life while still a weekly RC, and sought to search God as a CCD teacher and lector for some time afterward. Until I sincerely prayed to God that if it was His will to go to a different kind of church,. then He would show me, which He promptly did at that time, and confirmed.
However, I am only wish that nothing I’ve done as a believer was contrary to my acceptance of Jesus as my savior
As to whether or not I’m not a faithful RC, lol, for what, believing Protestants are saved, I’ll let the RCs here come tell me that. Forgive me for not just taking your word for it.
God’s been in my heart and life for as long as I can remember, and I’ve been blessed beyond measure. Everyday, after 10-14 hours on my feet, starting a second career, at 50, from the bottom, having a beer and a pipe out on my deck, I pray to God and thank him for a beautiful family, a roof over my head, food to eat, no artillery shells raining down on us, things I’ve done nothing to deserve other than to believe it’s all thanks to him...if it took you going to a different church to feel that, I’m just glad you feel it, too.