Your chosen cult is not 2000 years old, though I know you feel you must hold to that lie for the sake of your soul, since Catholicism is a religion of fear to stray from the rituals since your religion claims fealty to the ‘sacraments’ is absolutely necessary ‘to obtain salvation ... eventually.’ My Granddaughter is a Christian young woman. She chose to follow Christ, not Episcopalian foolishness, a few years before going off to college. You should be so fortunate.
NTW, Catholicism has strayed so far from Christinaity that I call it 'another religion', with the Episcopalians running them a close second. The methodology is the same in both, adopting paganism as part of the agenda ends the denomination as a Christian ORG. Both try to look Christian, but they have so much worldliness in them now that they are far from Christian.