I dont believe in double predestination. Its heresy. No, Charles Spurgeon was not a Calvinist if he didnt adhere to Double Predestination. Calvin would have booted him out of his church.
I think you misstated your intent. It appears that you intended to say that you believe in double predestination, but typed that you don't believe in it. Which is it.?
I wish FR had an edit function.