[aMorePerfectUnion]

Sorry. Not my intention to vex you.

Don’t think there is anything I can help you with.

If you reach that point, you know how to find me.

[editor-surveyor]

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It is you that deeply need help.

You appear to have voluntarily severed contact with the word of Yehova.

An eternally fatal error. As paul stated in Hebrews 6, there is no way back. You hang Yeshua back on the cross.
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