You are consistent and wrong. You certainly haven’t provided any authority that your personal opinion is correct.
You can deny or lie to yourself, but not to God.
You can blame others, but you will be accountable (as all of us will) to God.
May you open yourself to the Truth, even if you believe you know the Truth. It seems like you may have limited knowledge of the early church where the Apostles celebrated the Mass and consecrated the bread and wine into the Body and Blood of Jesus.
Believe or not, I am not against you, I just want you to really seek the Truth. Not my truth, but God’s Truth.
You are helplessly ensnared in your org’s TRADITIONS. The Apostles celebrated the Remembrance, but show me where the BIBLE tells me they were celebrating the Catholic Mass you insist was started on the night before the cross. Your traditions will be the reason you will be here AFTER the Rapture of HIS Bride.
God’s Truth is in Scripture, not in any one church.