[ebb tide]

You don’t know what I’m counting on.

I don’t even dare speculate what you’re counting on. All I can do is pray for you.

[ealgeone]

You've admitted you wear the scapular. There would be no other reason to do so other than you're trusting in it and the "promises" of the apparition.

You don't have to speculate on what I'm counting on. I'll be glad to tell you.

Jesus and His promises.