Read the Bible. Scripture, not church doctrine, is the source of truth and inserting your own good ideas hinders God’s work and glory.
I have no idea of what you are talking about- church doctrine, etc. I only can assume that either you or someone close to you is in need of healing and, in desperation, you cling to hope of divine healing. I hope you receive healing and, if not, then the ability to deal with your affliction by God’s grace.