Oh I haven’t made any judgements one way or the other.
But you zeroed on one part of this that definitely bothered me.
4,5,9,18 are not scriptural. Beware of Satan’s tricks of mixing truth and error. This is how people will be deceived — r ember jesus said do not go when people claim to see the Messiah who will be the antichrist. When Jesus returns the whole world will see him he will not sneak in.