Yup.
God's Word over man's imaginings any day.
You and the rest that make fun of God’s Pilgrim Church on Earth will have your day in front of the Lord. For the sake of your eternal soul you need to stop belittling the faith. And yes you’re a Catholic and will be for the rest of your days on this earth. A fallen away Catholic who now lives their life to bash Holy Mother Church. Why do you continually badmouth the Church? I suggest taking up a hobby of something. Or do something to help others. I’ll make you feel a lot better and rid you of some of the guilt you are dealing with. Better yet go to Confession. Have a great day.