So you don't know until Judgment Day if you're in or out??
That sir, is precisely why I am no longer a catholic. I didn't feel too good about waiting till I croaked to see if I was in or out. I thought, what if I lead a good life and still not make it. 🔥 I had hoped I was good enough to at least make it to purgatory, but deep inside I knew I could not even qualify for purgatory. 🙀 If you think about it, that is pretty sick, just hoping for purgatory, not even hoping for Heaven. Once I had true faith, as opposed to pseudo faith, the false issues of salvation gradually worked themselves out, but it took a few months. 😊