I know how you feel. I get frustrated when confronted with strange and erroneous teachings too, so don't feel like the Lone Ranger. I will pray for you TC, so you can KNOW positively, that you are going to Heaven. I don't want to have to drop down out of Heaven, to pull your tail out of purgatory, 🔥 but I will pull you out if I have to. In a little while, I am meeting Pastor Bernardo, we have some people to preach to. 🇵🇭 Hang in there bro.
There are few things in life that we can be assured of and one of them is a Catholic NEVER having to be pulled up to Heaven by a protestant......ever.