I do not know where you have gotten your ideas of what the Catholic Church is, but what you present is very different from what I have experienced. Our faith community gatherings are centered on the teachings of Jesus and His commandments. The homilies at our Masses are always centered on the readings for each particular Mass, and challenge us to live the life that Jesus calls us to live. Our meetings always begin with a prayer to God, and we ask the Holy Spirit to guide us in our deliberations. I am part of a prayer group that is devoted to praising and glorifying God the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.
I truly believe that the teachings of the Catholic Church have fully prepared me for my eternal salvation, and I have not seen anything from you or others in this forum that have convinced me otherwise. In fact, some of the harsh statements against my Church has done nothing but strengthened my faith.