“18 But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the law.
Yes but can you name the one and only man who ever lived under the spirit? His name was Jesus Christ and he lived under both the spirit and the law. I would suggest you follow the Master, not the Church or the Pastor. Follow the Lamb.
I put my faith in Jesus. I am completely incapable of following the law to the degree necessary to be saved. If your hope is in how well you have followed the law, you are doomed.