Seek the Truth, and turn away from error when you see it...even in the Catholic or Protestant Church.
Go to Yeshuah directly and not through His mom. He will understand and will answer you concerns.
Ask Him.
I did, and He said, pay attention, I came to Earth, got together a bunch of Apostles, founded a church and assigned them to carry it to every place on the planet which they did. Then I gave you life and put you in a position where you could join My church and achieve Salvation through My Gift and My gift of the Eucharist. Listen to what they say because I have inspired them with the truth.
I did and He was right!