I take into consideration that biblical interpretation that has developed for 2,000 years by the original church that Jesus founded is probably a lot closer to the truth than whatever interpretation that I come up with myself.
I consider ALL interpretations made by those who have fallen away from the true church to be at least partially in error. There have been hundreds of people who have started their own idea of what Christianity really means and all have fallen far short of Catholic interpretation.....in fact most are not even close to reaity.
So you admit you are blindly following your religion...