“Not a mood, it’s rightly dividing the Word.”
Well, it must be “rightly” to you, since you can’t seem to tell us an objective way for others to apply the same standard. So, it’s subjective, subject to your moods.
Study, and asking the Holy Spirit for help. I can see the way you focus on the wrong things that you have many stumblingblocks, as do a couple others on here.