Right Here: 45 second mark.
I see that...Jesus died that we might live an abundant life, and to be a blessing to others. I can't be a big blessing to people if I'm poor and broke and depressed and I don't feel good about myself.."
Luke 9:58: And Jesus said to him, Foxes have holes, and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay his head.
Pastor Joel Osteen to Oprah: “I Can’t Be A Big Blessing To People If I’m Poor & Broke”
Well Jesus managed to do it but since you are about as far from Jesus as possible you statement is fair.......
Paul was poor and broke, I think he was a blessing to the world. Ditto most of the disciples and church fathers.....
Paying a preacher isn't God's way. If the flock can fire you, you're not in God's church.