You replied - I obey God's Church. the Holy Roman Catholic Church.
Do you understand the wisdom of Genesis 22? God tested Abraham and Abraham succeeded. If God tested you and challenged you to put everything aside but Him would you fail?
I am God's man. Jesus owns me.
On the other side of judgment I will receive my due for obeying the Lord.
By your own admission you are bound to a man-made, man-led and man-controlled institution.
On the other side of judgment you will receive your due for obeying man.
Please call out to Him. You'll find His burden is light, much lighter than the one man-made institutions place upon you.
Matthew 16:23